Is it wrong that i want my female cat to have kittens?

I suggest you go along to your nearest rescue centre and have a look at all the homeless cats and kittens there. Then ask yourself if it's really a good idea to bring more into the world. many of the cats you see at the rescue place will have gone to 'good' homes, only to be abandoned for one reason or another. If you would like a kitten you can take your pick from the ones available. the reason to have your cat spayed is quite simply that there are so many homeless cats and kittens in the world already. They reckon that in the UK the number of cats put down each year because they are homeless is about equal to the number of pedigree cats bred. tragic, huh?